Not sure what to call this

So I'm here in Thailand and I can't seem to get over this cold. I had a good meeting yesterday, and busniess is don't for the most part but I'm not feeling this trip. I need to keep in high spirits because this will be my last Thailand trip for almot 2 years.

I have had a chance to see some people that I haven't seen in a long time. It does my heart good to see them moving in their carrers. I hope that they felt the same for me when I left the West. I also see some things in the people I work with that has been the same from the begining of time. I'm 32 but people still look at me like I'm the kid. It comes from people not knowing me our what I can do...or what I have done. I don't know why this gets to me the way it does. i guess it's because I don't have anyone here really to talk to about it.

As I watch the curser blink at me I think about hoe no one knows of this blog and if I should really post this. I've 0 hits in 6 months so I am more free to express myself. That is another thing. I have spent the last 3 years keeping it bottled in. Everything, you know, like how I feel, What I do, and what I want to do. I have just kept it all under the radar. Well, this Fatkid needs to go eat breakfast. Til next time this is Fatkid saying "LET IT OUT!"